I'M A BAD BLOGGER.
I'M SORRY.

      Anyway, hey!
I've been gone a while, and I'm sorry about that. I've just been very occupied with a bunch of other stuff, and I've been forgetting to visit. C;

At this moment, I'm very burnt.
I went swimming all day Tuesday, and got sun poisoning. I'd hoped to see Ryan that day too, but nope. Anyway, I usually don't burn, save from a small patch and that's it for the summer. But this time, I got it all over my arms and shoulders. my chest, a little on my back, and my face. Uggggh. Now everything's all itchy.

I hope to get a job soon, but the place I want to apply at it a SECRET. ;D
I also want to find out what exactly I need to do to be a good candidate for zoos with aquariums or Sea World or something like that. I wanna work with fishes! :D I have this passion for marine creatures and sea life and mermaids and aaaaaaaaah. Also, this octopus is pretty cool! :3

Did I mention I love the oceans?

I'm also obsessing over braids and hair stuff, and beauty junk in general haha. Nothing I can indulge in until I start shedding. :P

Alright, have a good day! Or night.. or whaaatever you want.

xoxo,
 
          Desert Destroyah

Soooooooooooooooooooo.....

Today was crap, haha. I came home early 'cause my stomach hurt so bad, took an hour nap and was fine.

Tomorrow is my momma's birthday, and my Mid- East orientation.

Sometime soon I try out for guard...for the third time. I don't know why they even make us try out haha.

AND SATURDAY

I am getting my belly button pierced. :D
I get to take one of my best friends in the whole world with me, and we're gonna have a few hours (at least) together. It'll be my mother, her, and I. Oh, and I also ordered two bananas already, 'cause I've been looking at things on this one sight and found two I loved but were on clearance. Gotta get them while you can. ;P

xoxo,
DesertDestroyah

So today was interesting. I found out I got accepted to the Early Childhood Education program at the local trade school, which I don't know if I'm going to go through with or not. I mean, it's a really good opportunity. The school is great, the program itself is great. What better way to make the future better than starting at the bottom? I just don't know. It'll be a really big change and I'm just really iffy on it.

Also, I accepted that I was never the favorite girlfriend. There were two of us, one for Ry and one for his brother. Both of us were pretty close friends with their older sister. And today I realized that I was the one that was never cared about... heck, it took about a year for us to be able to tell his parents we were dating. Then, it took MONTHS to get his dad to look at me, let alone talk to me. But a while ago, his brother broke up with his girlfriend. And it hit me, what was their sister going to do now, now that I'm the only one? Eh, I'm not sure I really care to know, just a thought.

The last thing for tonight,


I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY JACKET. ;A;



xoxo
DesertDestroyah

I haven't blogged in FOREVER.

Sorry about that, heh..

Anyway, my life has been comprised of sleep, sims, MCR, and Frank having a baby boy today. <3
I don't know what they've named him or anything, but I bet he'll be every bit as handsome as his dad. :D

Also, I convinced my granny to get me an early bday present. :D

That jacket will be mine in a little over a week! My birthday isn't until May, but in exchange for the earlyness, it's all I get lol.

I'm still raising money for that surprise, and I have 50 some dollars! (I haven't added in the latest collection) I'm so close, but I'm still pretty far... I'll get there!

xoxo
DesertDestroyah

Okay, so, here goes.

My friend has a costume that she wears every now and then that makes her all warm and fuzzy inside.  She's currently out of state, across the country even! And we talked about it, and decided that I should get a costume of my very own, so we can wear our costumes when I stay with her. And I'm so excited. :3

I'd tell you what I'm getting, buuuuuuuut only a few people know what it is, because they're very close to me. Other than that, I wanna keep it a secret. Sorry. ;D There is a BIG clue in this post though. ;D

So, I have to save up because at least one thing in my costume costs 80 dollars!! With shipping, It's about 100! But it's worth it. <3

I currently have $32.77 dollars of the $120 I'd like to have. So, I'm not too close, but it's a start!

I'm so excited. :3

xoxo,
Desert Destroyah

My Frerard fanfic is going well. ^-^

I have a lot of inspirational pictures for it.

Today's been really good, too. It's been a day full of MCR's music, Gerard's smiles, Frank's ADHD-ness, Ray's poofy hair, and Mikey's awesome bass skills.

And it's only almost 1. ^-^ I'm looking forward to the rest of the day! Maybe I'll do some doodling later, then I'll watch Ghost Adventures tonight!

Woo! :]

(BTW my favorite gif of Frank is at the top. Just click if you want to actually see it. ^-^)

I.....

I.......

I...........

I SHIP FRERARD. ;A;

THEY'RE ADORABLE.

It's probably not legit.

BUT STILL. ;A;