I CANT STOP LISTENING.

ITS AN EARGASM EVERY TIME.

Help. .-.

Love,
Desert Destroyah

Hey. :]

So, life's been weird lately.

I've become closer to a few people, and pushed a few people away.

I've become a little more confident in myself.

I can't wait to get out of this freaking town.

I can't wait until I'm eighteen, simply so I can get my piercings and tattoos LOL.

And another reason, but that's a secret for now. ;D

Anyway, I hope this next week goes really well, and hopefuly my body won't hate me and make me feel like crap/sick for a while.

Love,

Desert Destroyah

Heya!

I've been gone a while, huh?

That's cause nothing exciting happens here. EVAR.

I basically just look at stuff on Tumblr, do homework, eat, sleep. Start all over again.

Soooo.....yeah. Let's just pretend there's something super exciting here, that just MADE YOUR DAY! Or night. Whatever.

Love,
Desert Destroyah

So, over the past 4-5 days, I've gotten my shirt and my tin of picks.

Yesterday, at midnight, I couldn't keep anything down. So I got a nice trip to the ER at 1 in the morning. Then I spent all day yesterday sleeping. I didn't even get up to eat. I went to the doctor today for a follow up, and I missed school today. I'm probably not going to be going tomorrow, either. Yay! Not. The quarter started today, what a great way to start it off.

I got my necklace today, which makes it a little better. But I do still have a pounding headache, which is more than likely a migraine. Ugh.

Hopefully tomorrow is better.

This is me, when someone says they like MCR.

                  When I think about how far the guys have come, and how far I've come with them.

When someone allows me to fangirl freely.

My face when someone interrupts my fangirling.

Anyway, I still haven't gotten either of my packages. It's been a week since I ordered the shirt and picks. It's been only a couple of days since I ordered the necklace, so I'm not worried about that.

I want my shirt and picks soooo bad. /dies

Anyway, enjoy the mini picdump, it's all legit. XD

I have nothing exciting to report, other than we're supposed to get a bunch of snow, so maybe no school tomorrow? I hope not.

Love,
Desert Destroyah ;D

You see those? Yeah those awesome things right there?

Those are MINE.

Just ordered them, and I can't wait until they get here, along with my shirt and tin of picks. I'll have another MCR one to add. :3

Okay, I'm out.


Love,
Desert Destroyah. ;D
(I really do love that name)

Guess what I got in the mail today?!?!?!?!?

NOTHING.
NOTHING WHAT-SO-EVER.

                           Gerard does not approve of this.

Oh well. Tomorrow, maybe? I really hope so. :/ I really want my stuff.
Well, that was my day.

Thinking about MCR.
Singing MCR.

Looking at MCR.
Thinking about my MCR stuff.
MCR.
MCR.
MCR.
MCR.

Good day. This song is appropriate, considering my killjoy name would apparently be Desert Destroyah. LOL.

Since I'm bored, here we go!
My life as a movie, according to my iPod.

Opening Credits: ET- Katy Perry

Waking Up: Stereo Hearts- Gym Class Hereos

First Day of School: Just Dance- Lady Gaga

Falling In Love: Just Like Me- Paramore

Fight Song: Give 'Em Hell, Kid- My Chemical Romance

Breaking Up: I'm Not Okay- My Chemical Romance

Life’s OK: Fever- Family Force 5

Getting Back Together: The Only Hope For Me Is You- My Chemical Romance

Wedding: Guilty Pleasure- Cobra Starship

Birth of Child: The Mortician's Daughter- Black Veil Brides

Final Battle: I Don't Care- Fall Out Boy

Death Scene: Sleep- My Chemical Romance

Funeral Song: In My Arms- Plumb

End Credits: Na Na Na- My Chemical Romance

I want my stuff to arrive so bad. But it'll come on Monday, at the earliest. D;

And I don't know why there are white blocks. but I'm done trying to fix it .-.

Despite there being a funeral yesterday, I had a really good day.

I woke up around 4 in the morning, and we left around 4:30. We drove until we got about 20 minutes away from where we needed to be to meet up with family for the funeral. We stopped and ate at Bob Evans, which was amazing. I don't get to sit and actually have a meal with my mom often. Then we went to a relative's house, then to the funeral home.

After the funeral and everything, we went and ate with the rest of our family at some place in town. That part was... okay. Then my mom and I left and went to my Grandpa Orians' house. He lives quite a while away, and I never get to see him. He and my grandma divorced long before I was born, and I didn't even know he existed until 7 years or so ago.

Anyway, we visited with him for a few hours, then left since we had a three hour drive ahead of us. We stopped along the way and ate at a Cracker Barrel. We have one here, but oh my gosh. Their's was sooo nice. They kind of had that southern Ohio twang. And it was actually kind of nice. Then we tackled another hour's worth of driving. My mom was really tired, and we talked to keep each other awake. We had a few good heart-to-hearts, along with me fangirling about MCR to her. xD

And for the first day in my life, I got to see the sun rise and set in one day. Usually, I just know it happens. But yesterday, I got to actually see both happen. And that's pretty special to me.

Now, I just hope my MCR stuff comes soon.(today plz? :3)

OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

For the first time EVER, I'm going to be the owner of MCR merchandise. <3
Despite all the things this band has done for me, I've never had the funds to buy merchandise. But now I do!!(Well I did. Until I payed. ;D)

I'm not getting much, but it's enough to make me immensely happy. <3
This is what  I'm getting:


A shirt from Danger Days. (I wish they would sell more of their other era's merch on the site, too. :/)

And a tin of six guitar picks, also from Danger Days. :)

And I'm sooooo excited! Like I said, it isn't much. But it's also $29.68 +shipping worth! I used the dangerdays code and got a little off. ;D

And since I got standard shipping, I have to wait 7-10 days. :/ &we just ordered it this morning.

But okay, I'm gonna go back to Tumblr and find more pictures to fangirl over! <3

Hey!
Another day that wasn't very exciting, but I still enjoyed today!

I went to ballet, and got to hang out with my friends Katie and Jenny afterwards. :D
I got more oranges! I'd eaten them all, and suffered from withdrawal. D: But now I have more!!
Uhhh... Oh! I actually got to email Ryan, cause that's the only way we can talk anymore. :/

And that's really are there was to my day. It wasn't very interesting, but I really had fun today! :3

I believe that I've learned something very important recently.

When I was little, I'd always think the world was against me when something didn't go my way or I wasn't allowed to do something. (Admit it, we all feel that way at some point in our lives, even if we weren't old enough to remember so.) And I've learned that "being on someone's side" doesn't mean just telling them they're right, or letting them do what they want, or any of that. Being on their side also means telling them when they've done something wrong, or when they've gone too far, or they aren't allowed/supposed to do something.
When you tell someone they're right, and also when they're wrong, that's caring. You care enough to tell them that something they're doing is wrong or stupid. Which may sound stupid, but I get it now. I really do...


I guess my mom was right. "You'll understand when you're older.."

Today has been.....fun.
A bunch of drama has spring up, and I'm on orange withdrawal. And I will be until the fourth. Dx
I realized I have a buttload of homework I need to do, cause my grades are crap. I took a shower and gave up. And I go back to school in, oh, 12 hours. Not to mention the hours I take out of that for sleep.

Oh, geez. Maybe I can get back into the homework doing mood tomorrow. Probably not.

Anyway, my day has been pretty boring aside from that. So, here's something to listen to. It's the same as the last post's, sorry. But I'm addicted to this song right now.

Happy new year!!

I don't usually get very excited about new years- but I kind of am this year. Sooo many things happened and changed this last year. This is my excitement:

- Lost a friend for the better. Oh God, was it for the better.

-I met the love of my life.
Errrr, that was 2010, now that I really think about it. But it still happened, so it's staying. ;D

-I got to actually meet Akai. :)

-I fell in love with a bunch of bands allll over again.

-I started actually learning German.

-& I met sooo many new people, and helped so many people last year, I can't help but want it to continue into this year. <3

There are so many other things, but only a couple come to mind for things I want to do this year. I want to see Gerard Way, and meet Zak Bagans. <3 (maybe it's because Gerard is in that GIF, and I was just watching Ghost Adventures. ;D)

Either way, I want this year to be an amazingly wonderful year.
Again, Happy new year! <3